《怪醫豪斯》第六季那首難忘的「Why Try To Change Me Now」

第六季《怪醫豪斯》（House M.D.）一開始就讓我為之震撼，編劇團隊能讓劇本走到這個地步，實在讓我佩服。雖然內心深處還是想問Why Try To Change Dr.House？

我們都喜歡那個壞壞、享受診斷過程、愛搞怪、個性古怪、嗜止痛藥成癮的HOUSE，
但是第六季一切都改變了，They changed the HOUSE，不可否認的是有些精采的地方因此喪失了，但是看到HOUSE的轉變，是我認為更大的收穫。

只是我時常為HOUSE感到難過，
他面對最真實的自己，真愛離他遠去，改變的他，似乎越來越孤獨。
第六季第十一集，HOUSE站在Cuddy的辦公室門口前，
結尾的配樂響起，讓我不禁留下眼淚，歌詞Why try to change me now就有如HOUSE心中的吶喊。

這首配樂Why Try To Change Me Now - Performed by Fiona Apple
富有磁性的嗓音搭配上鋼琴，整首歌美的像雪一樣，淡淡的憂傷拂上心頭。

I'm sentimental
So I walk in the rain
I've got some habits
That I can't explain
Could start for the corner
Turn up in Spain
Why try to change me now




I sit and daydream
I've got daydreams galore
Cigarette ashes
There they go on the floor
I go away weekends
And leave my keys in the door
But why try to change me now


Why can't I be more conventional
People talk
People stare
So I try
But that's not for me
Cuz I can't see
My kind of crazy world
Go passing me by


So let people wonder
Let 'em laugh
Let 'em frown
You know I'll love you
Till the moon's upside down
Don't you remember
I was always your clown
Why try to change me now


Don't you remember
I was always your clown
Why try to change me
Why try to change me no



有時候我們鼓起勇氣改變自己，耗盡一切力量，只希望我們變得更好，
變得更像大家期望中的那個人，
不過有時候並不一定能得到自己所想要的，
我想那種失落的感覺，就有如HOUSE獨自走在雪地裡，
孤寂、落寞，但是我們還是要往前走，並且相信有一天，我們會幸福的。